I don’t know what to think, what to do, or how to feel anymore. With anything.　

I don’t think anyone could ever complete me like you have.

Let’s not make the same mistake again.

One year later.

The light has gone out in my life. I want to lit the candles again but I’m afraid I’ll only burn myself and everything I love down. So I must stay strong and believe it’s better this way.

I want to write again.

I don’t believe in true love, or at least the conventional definition of it anyway. I don’t think you can unconditionally love someone forever, because we’re all susceptible to changes, either for better or for worse.

Love is beautiful, but it’s ugly too. Infidelity is probably one of the ugliest aspects of a love going downhill. But a relationship that is strong does not simply go downhill. There needs to be a a change or force for it to go in that direction.

Infidelity itself does not arise out of thin air. People change, and the relationship shifts. Opportunities may present themselves, and infidelity is born. No one is exempted from this. If you think you are, then maybe you’re just too self righteous to admit it, or it just hasn’t happened to you yet.

But I don’t think love is about a relationship where both parties is always happy or faithful. That’s just a static relationship, and to be honest, I would become bored. Without obstacles and bumps in the road, how will your relationship become stronger?

Love isn’t about the butterflies, the hugs, and kisses, or the happiness. It’s about acceptance, and enduring the changes and obstacles together.